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shah alam 10k 2005

salamz.. i went home last weekend .legally this time..hehehe..got to spend time with the family ! and gotta join d run in Shah Alam. it was a fantastic weekend..! reached gombak around 5pm,was at home around 6pm.8pm off to Ahmad's surprise party ! Ahmad is one of my lil cousins.well that he's 16 this year,he's no lil anymore lah.anyway,it was a great evening for me,my siblings and other cousins.the food was good..yeah,fantastic and yummy chicken chop,steak,salad..had 2 helpings..ayyoo..i was totally focusing on my main course while others are already starting dessert.anyway,party started soon after din din was over..dancing&karaoke.. which i didn't join !!! ayya..fully loaded with the good food in my tummy lah..snucked out4a frappucino at coffee bean,kak Diha came. and imee didn't want to be left behind,so she joined too !!! hehe..it was kinda fun coz its a rare occasion me,n my other 2 cousins get to gether,in my car , going out just for take-away drink and come back !! fun fun fun...haha..nvm,all that im saying is that i appreciate those rare but precious moments lah. next day,went riding !! Anter,Princess..princess was so fast ! anter was much better ..

that afternoon history was about to reveal itself !!! heheh..managed a get-together with 3 of my ole skool mates... !!!!!!!!!!! imagine after 12 years tak jumpa,and suddenly these 3 ladies were at my place , catching on old times, exchanging the latest updates ! afina never stopped talking about her guy ! Teta just got a job at Citibank !!! congrats dear !!! while amy is thinking which job offer should she accept ! way to go lady !! humm..and as for me...still studying here in IIUM..well,different people goes thru different path thru their life .right ?! around 5.30pm we headed for polo club together with my siblings.. hafiz joined us a few minutes after we arrived.everyone was cool,and we watched polo ! later showed them around the stables.afina managed to ride on 1 of dad's horses..ahaha..well,suddenly i became the unofficial guide for RSPC..haha..amy and teta with their endless questions about the club and world of riding.ahakz..like i know so much !!?! but i did try my best lah. that eve,had dinner at home..and uhm, slept early coz i was so tired !!! and after a long and memorable day.memorable...yeah... but only 1 part menyampah..coz i saw 'him'..but wuttaheck lah..it was just one of those instance menyampahness which i felt everytime i see sum1 who had done much damage2my life.but then,life goes on,and ive to learn to stand up to it no matter how hard or painful it can be... i slept early coz the day after ive to run Shah Alam 10k !!!! yeay !!! it was my 2nd 10k. the first was was earlier this year ; Larian Mesra Rakan Cop 2005 at the KL police hq.but for this one i didnt do much training..! but i was excited as hell.woke up around 5am coz 5.30am hafta leave the house.the run starts at 7am but hafta leave early coz ive to get my t-shirt from jaja at uitm seksyen 2.got my t-hirt&number ,changed , and then headed for dataran Shah Alam..to those who havent been to dataran shah alam,i think its worth a drive to this part of Shah Alam..beautiful place i tell
you.and 56hoperoad270the sultan salahudin mosque..breathtaking !!!! sampai kat dataran shah alam tuh,did a lil bit stretching,and headed for the starting line..i missed half of the senamrobik..so,tak kisah lah..i was already excited to start ! so there i was at the start line. pakciks surrounding me..haha..all look so tuff&strong despite their age..and Khir Toyo , (yeah,the selangor MB) was less then 3 m away from me,on a stage built just for the starting.. the gun cracked,and off we go !!!!!!!! the track wasn't as challenging as the larian mesra rakan cop.not much of junctions..only straight roads...just the hill part susah siket.. my thigh wasn't that strong to run up the hill,so i brief walked whenever i come to a steep hill lah..kay...at the start of the race,ramai malay gurls/ladies ..but after 20 minutes not only the malays ,but the chinese female participants gradually disappeared from my sight..not dissolved in to thin air lah..hahah..basically,i was in the middle group together with other male participants from the A category !!!! ayyaa.. anyway,i just kept a constant pace throughout the run.konon bawa shuffle,but didnt have time to put it on lah !! so,it was there in my pocket.!5km mark >> 100 plus ! grabbed 2 cups..yeah,running and drinking.teruk kan.haha..but both went IN the bin after that lah..and any public run pon,all the rubbish they left behind is unquestionnable.macam tak sah je not to haf rubbish all over the place everytime ada public event..wuteva.. kay..there was no sign which says how far we've ran,but as soon as i saw the wisma MBSA,i knew i will reach the finishing line soom.haha..lari ,lari....!!!.one more HUGE roundabout to go b4 the straight road towards the finish line..2 minutes later i was THERE ! got the cert. ... better part,it wasnt just the certificate,but i could feel the weight of the medal in the plastic cover !! hehe..finisher medal !!!!! 56hoperoad278managed to see my placing from the officer who was standing at the finishing lane.i got 24th place ! hehe..oklah tuh ! MBSA had 100 finisher medal for each category !!! i was never concerned bout timing.,but this time i actually took a look at my watch..approximately an hour..i dunno how bad or good this is,but i think its cool enuff for beginners like me.got my free drinks ;milo & 100 plus..and also free The Star !!

anyway,after that terus balik.missed the speech given by MB selangor.. @ home helped iskandar with his homework.lunch was @ home that day..in d eve watched polo 4d last time b4 i headed back to ktn.wasnt much of polo watching tho that day..was talking with to syazna,my sis & dad.and when it was time to leave4d airport,kissed my siblings goodbye,then off i went.. indeed it was such a wonderful weekend.i enjoyed every bit of it. (".) to teta,amy,afina,&hafiz,thanks for coming.luv y'all !! to my siblings(if ever ur gonna read my blog) thanks for being at the best of ur behavior.love&miss you all already..!!! to other ppl who's reading this,do make it a point to spend a quality weekend with ur family/frens and get to do what u wanted to do so badly.. i gotta spend time with my family,n old frens,and i gotta run !!!! hehe.. we may be busy with work,studies or attending to other wolrdly affairs,but remember moments such as the ones ive experienced the recent weekend doesnt come around that often if u know what i mean.always cherish the moments coz we don't know when the next time it'll come again.if it ever comes again lah. as for now,im back to uni life..will be focusing on the next coming test and of course the dreaded finals ! wouldnt be running till november , coz tak lama lagi Ramadhan !!!!!! the next run is on th 20/11 ..in Ipoh ! nt sure if im going to join that 1 or not..kaylah,enuff for now..nanti boring plak cerita panjang2 nieh.adios !

will you be there when we need you ?

i've voluntarily stuck myself on the cool office chair in this computer lab since 5.30pm..the time shown on the desktop right now is 8.38pm..well , that's a generous time i'm spending with my buddy Dell.well yeah , lately Dell's been a pal..helps me out with my assignments ,teaches me how to decorate mty room in a more stylish and cool manner , and yeah , help me meet my mentor when it comes to journal writing and blogging.well , this love-blog/egroup-which means u've got to be online always- phenomenon really hit me in the head till one time i decided to put a halt to it , and consider alternatives..alternatives which will risk the 'bond' which i've carefully sealed with my buddy Dell.. Dell's not mad at me at all , because Dell's cool.He said " ur wise enough to manage ur life , so stick to that.there's no one to tell you that you're wasting your time with me except for yourself , if that's what you choose to think. "

way to go Dell !! i really appreciate that . than i replied to him , 'there are times when u need to restrain yourself from doing certain things, not because you dislike the thing, but there are reasons to it'.i said 'Dell , i've been busy with my family during the holiday , so involved in family affairs , helping siblings with their homeworks , go shopping or catch a movie with them.you're not the only one with this problem.i've another friend , compaq's the name.he suffered much more than you did.he was by my side day and night.without fail.he entertained me with the music which he got for me freely , he helped me out when i needed to chat with my other friends.and yeah , that's bout it.and when mom calls me from upstairs (since my room is downstairs)..wham !! i just shut him off just like that.now , thats pure humiliation to a friend who's been such a good company and benefit to me. '

than Dell replied , ' you're right missy..i agree with you.you have to be in accordance .minute ,time , space,opportunity , which ever is allowing.i hope you treat me and compaq well , better . whatever it is , its up to you . if you think me and compaq will do you good , just come to us .. we'll always be there for you when u need us.but will you be there when we need you ?? ' .. 'well now...' i replied 'thats a tricky one..'.........end of story ...

moral of the story , don't abuse your friendship with anyone.or anything.too close ties have to be watched carefully because they are at higher risk of being disturbed and..yeah ..loosen..humm..and one more thing , not all friendship or companionship do us good.. depends on which and what 'type' of friendship we're involved in..if we see ourselves gaining benefit as the time progresses , there's no harm in continuing that friendship ..but if otherwise , better consider quick before you drown yourselves in the quicksand..we don't realize things because they happen so quickly..and even if they were slower , they pass unnoticed !! well , that's how i see life from this perspective.
hikz...im beginning to like my own story..twist my own head before yours !! what made me write what you just read , is ...because...i'm into journal writing n blogging .again.well, it did stop before..because i was too lazy to think and write.talk about time..?!! well,its better to write something fruitful from these neurons rather than browse without purpose or simple zero chat ?! right?? DO forgive me if i am wrong.its only my opinion.anyway , i hope all of you have enjoyed reading my gila article about my friendship with Dell and Compaq.i guess you know them too !!
gracias and have a nice day ! Ciao !!

-missJeweLz-

stress de-stress and the rest of it..

Life is full of surprises and challenges and when you're in the middle of it solutions aren’t always easy to find. Some get energized when expectations are intensified, others just fall apart.

here's a short story that i would like to share with all of you.. of course it has got to do with the title and the first paragraph which you've just read. i agree the notion that life IS full of surprises and challenges.AND unexpected things do happen when we never expected it to happen.most recent occurence was merely a day ago. and i shall not forget about it for the rest of the my life.

i told an old friend of mine about a week ago that i'm coming to visit and sleep over at her campus(as in her room lah..). she said,you're most welcomed,anytime.i marked her words,planned my trip and off i go..when i informed her that i was half way towards her location,she replied telling me that it would be impossible that i could get pass the security as for it was already late night and that it was against the rule that an 'outsider' to 'sleep over'..well,rules are there..of course its there.but this is a situation whereby someone from 'far'comes ..but if that's the kind of reply you get from a good friend of yours,plus the fact you are not even a student of that campus,of course you wouldn't want to let your friend into trouble JUST because you're coming to visit.well, i thought positively that it would be okay if i put my plans into a halt, and think of an alternative way of how/where i'm going to spend the night.

it was sheer luck that another gurl friend of mine was at home (about 15 minutes drive from the campus).i contacted her and informed her of my situation.she agreed to come and fetch me,WORRIED , that anything would happen to me for i was at the commuter station alone plus the fact it was already near midnite. i waited , waited anxiously till she finally arrived.alhamdulillah! my heart shouted.. that night's experience really thought me something.. a close or so called 'good' friend, means nothing subjectively.both gurl friends which i wrote about in this short story is the proof that it doesn't have to be your close friend who's gonna help you when help is needed..and that good friend doesn't have to be among your closest friends or amongst them which you've known for years.

i wouldn't say i'm bragging of my 'bad luck'.. but i would say that it is good luck for its very seldom that we see the 'true' sides of the word called 'friendship'..which isn't always beautiful as potrayed. and that night i got the chance to see that true side..have you??

-Our everyday talks brought the sunlight through my windows.Our deepest secrets are shared with each other.When times get rough, you were always by my side.Someone new walked in the picture.Friendship starts to get blurry.It seems as if that someone was your leader and you followed.You started to change your ways to be just like your leader.You were not the same again.The sunlight stopped shining through my window.And when times got rough, you weren't there anymore.Friends became strangers.................

MADAM MEDUSA

From the land of shadows
Comes a dreadful sight
Lady with the marble smile
Spirit of the nightSee the scourge of innocence
Swinging in her hand
Hear the silent suffering
That echoes through the land

From the tombs of ignorance
Of hate and greed and lies
Through the smoke of sacrifice
Watch her figure rise
The sick the poor the old
Basking in her radiance
Men of blood and gold

In her bloody footsteps
Speculators prance
Men of dreams are praying
For that second chance
Round her vacant features
Gilded serpents dance
Her tree of evil knowledge
Sprouts a special branch

Madam Medusa
Madam Medusa
Madam Medusa

Knock her right down
And then she bounce right back
Knock her right down
And then she bounce right back
She gone off her head
We`ve got to shoot her dead
She gone off her head
We`ve got to shoot her dead
Run for your life before she eat you alive
Run for your life before she eat you alive
Move out of the way cos`s you`re blocking out the day
Move out of the way cos`s you`re blocking out the day